when a woman love a man

I was once fall for a man
the hardest fall I have ever been
I didn't fall for his skin or bones
which turn to something beautiful
I fall for him because
he's a kind of man you want to spend the rest of your life with
I might be young, but
I knew for a longest time
I'm ready to face the world
with someone who will lead me to Allah's heaven
I'm ready to settle down
 and I really mean it
maybe my will wont last very long
but he feel so right
and I could be wrong
he know what is best for him
 he care about what is going on with our world
 he tries to make it better
and within it I fell deeper
whenever I saw him, I know
that we are meant to be
and I could not stand the idea of not ending up with him
I never plan to feel this way about him
all he ever does, just be the ultimate him
by that, I have fallen against my will

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yellow - coldplay
how i met your mother
the longest time

About ....

Sometime I feel I’m unpretty

I never look at myself in the mirror and thinking that I’m beautiful

My mom told me  ‘you are  gorgeous’

But she IS my mom

My cousin told me ‘you are good looking’

But she IS my cousin

Day after day

I still feel that way

And then he came

He said that he’s into me

And told me that I am beautiful

I don’t believe him at first

About into me part and I am beautiful part

But he really mean it

And show it everyday

And made me believe

That I am worth it for love.

He doesn’t know how nice that is, but I do

But then we fall apart

Exactly at the time I started fall in love with him

We are not end up together

We are not even fall for each other at the same time

We are stranger with memories

But above all

He’s  always special for me

Because he sees me when everybody else don’t

Something that never happened to me before

That’s why I’ll always love him

That’s why I always write about him

He’s always in my life

Even if I’m not in his life